someone dumped hot sand in my sinus cavities. oh wait, that's just west coast allergies

my brain is going startlingly fast if i don't comment it's because i can't finish i sentence or probably am suddenly irritable halfway through it's speedy time now and i don't sleep much if at all not even with weed and i'm blaming it all on caffeine, yes i've had too much obviously, when not a drop has touched my lips but jittery like it has and fine you can believe that i'll never tell you what's really going on i have too many secrets too close to being found out like lifting up the bathmat while dying the roommate's hair to wash the dye down the drain and wafting up came the smell of vomit and all i could do was pray her nose was full of chemical-smell and anyway she didn't say anything so whatever who cares i'm untouchable i'm already 600 miles away on some other far-flung tangent 


and i've got to say this new state i'm in i won't say i'm happy but at least it's different for sure i'm quite entertained and lord knows being miserable was getting terribly boring


just after i stopped thinking this was going to happen again too


well hurrah, i say, hurrah, oh yes! i am so neatly entertained